Saturday, February 19, 2011

no negative thoughts allowed


{-Just be spLendid-}

confession: I have felt a bit defeated lately.
It's been harder than usual to get back on track.
I just wanna cry.
I can NOT give up.
I need this so bad.
I'm in a fight with myself.
The smart, new, don't wanna live that way anymore, side of me MUST win.
Fighting with all I have.
I've got to do this.
I can't go back there...to that ugly place.
Gotta put up my dukes and fight for my life...really.
This is it.
Weigh in on March 1st must be better.
And so on, and so on.
No looking back.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Feb. 1 Weigh In

SUMMER 2010

JANUARY 2011

6 MONTHS
25 POUNDS
(down 2 this weigh in)

NOT GREAT!
BUT
NOT BAD!

still not brave enough for a body shot
not yet, anyway
one day